Raise and lower the levels on the to-do list  :-) 

Today is a day when I am doing a little different stuff here at home when I want to get both the laundry and to clean up a bit. I have been working with my music now throughout the morning, so I will also rest a lot. Has a good series that I just started to check on so I will see slightly overlapped interspersed with the other as I do. 

I slept well last night so I woke up relatively early today so now it feels like it is evening here  😛 

There is a lot of work with my music right now. Even though it is very now I’m in a period where I have stopped time a bit in order to collect new forces. For I want to do anything that I want to do and deal with. So this weekend I take it easy.

Have also just been a pet sitter, which has been absolutely fantastic. Now I need to get back to some normal routines again. It always takes a little time for me when there is new stuff happening and it takes some time before I can set about simply. I never know how long stuff like this takes but I gives me the time I need. Right now so is the rest. I go a little around in it that I can focus on and sometimes it works to do more things at the same time and sometimes it gets more focus on the smaller number of stuff.

It is the constant to all the time add and remove. Raise and lower the levels on the to-do list  🙂 

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Many Hugs From MinikeGirl 

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I have to let in new oxygen :)

It comes to eating more food, I feel when you keep on working as I do for I want to have good energy. Now it is even colder out there so then I need to eat more substantially. The best part is that there are left over food until today. I usually make more when I can. I mean it’s just as good  🙂 

Is to wash and clean here today, it is great to get away what is left. I want to have a certain standard here at home about how clean and tidy it is and so it is just to run.

For me it is very important that there is good air in my home when I’m working with the music and the blog. When I have practiced a lot of singing so I have to let in new oxygen. I have new songs now that I’m going to practice in, which feels absolutely amazing. As of today, it is much to be done here.

I’ll sit down tomorrow and plan how I will be able to work now in the next few months. I have a job where I work with people. 

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Many Hugs MinikeGirl 

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I’m already inside of the year 2018 in my thoughts :)

Now it was really cold this morning, I felt. It reminds of when I was younger and was out and camped when I slept with my clothes in the sleeping bag in order that they would not be too cold in the morning. I had slept a little longer today but woke up when it was cold. The coffee is on the way so soon it will be better here I feel. It was a lot of hubbub yesterday, but today it becomes a little more ordinary day. I felt that it was stressful yesterday that I wrote but I’m glad it was as good as it was. I strive to always try to do some more even though I’m stressed out during the time. It is to raise my stress levels further where I can. When I do so, it is important to really feel by itself.

Think it is lovely to go up when it is peaceful and quiet at home. Nice to wake up. I had 10 minutes before the dog and my son woke up Haha  😛 
Now that I’ve got in me soon, a pot of coffee here and have been out with the dog so I feel that I am really warm and cozy. So the knitted sweater, I threw me just. It was just too hot. 
It’s funny when you wonder and ask me how it goes with my music ? Especially when I sit and make many new songs as I do right now. I feel that it is really fun to talk with other friends as even they are so driven in what they do. We support and are so happy for each other’s success in what we are doing. I think it is so fascinating with other people who have this inner drives that I have. We have so much to talk about, and it’s wonderful just to be able to understand each other in our creativity. 
See each other’s different journeys in their creativity and to be able to give each other some tips and advice. Although to be honest to my friends and say that you need to rest now one day, when it’s obvious they need it. It is easy to get caught up in their creativity especially when your desires are so strong. I often get told that I have a pretty fast-paced when it comes to making my music and blogging. I put very much time and effort on the blog and the music. At the same time, so I feel that I am just getting started despite the fact that I am where I am today.
In my world and from my perspective, I agree still with the very essence of both the music and here on the blog. I feel that I have infinitely more to do and to give. It feels very good and it is all the time so living feelings to develop everything more and more. I have deliberately increased the tempo of both the music and here on the blog because I’m already inside of the year 2018 in my thoughts. Now I will continue to work with the music  🙂 
Take Care Of Each Other 
Many Hugs From MinikeGirl
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All Scary Children  :-P 

Here it is good, I’ll start to write then there are many who wonder. There is much tinkering with as usual and today, so dress the kids out themselves to be intimidated. So here there have already been many children and knocked at the door. My son is out with his mate and rapidly. I’m relatively accustomed to everyday life is the same so this is a bit different you should know. Therefore, I think it feels so wonderful to just be able to listen to some music and writing this post.I must collect myself a little haha have been frightened here of all scary children  😛 I’m not so good at organising things like this but I thought it might be time to try. The kids have so much fun. It is the most important. 

Yesterday, we did potatoes in the oven which was really good. I used to often eat it before and doing it now when it is approaching winter. I need some subcutaneous fat. We ate bacon with garlic sauce. I like to cook, as you know, but it is more fun when I have good time for it.

You are some people who wonder when I will release new music and if I also can participate in a new interview. I have music on again and it will take a while before I can let you take part of it so I am working everything I can to get it finished. As to whether I can participate in any new interview depends a bit on who is asking. I also try to get time to suffice here, as you know, so I answer you on social media when I have time. I see that there are many people who want to talk with me and I appreciate that you write to me. You are not forgotten but, on the contrary I see you. 

Tomorrow is already the first of November and I think it’s completely okay.

Do you like Winter ?

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Many Hugs MinikeGirl 

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It becomes very powerful and it feels liberating :)

Today, I work out the vocals, which is something that I feel I want to do. To sing I need to breathe right and it will make me less stressed. It is fun to constantly try to develop myself. The better the physics, which I have, the easier it is to sing. I love it when I feel I sing with my whole body and when I can focus good. When it comes naturally and I can take the help of the entire room’s energies. It becomes very powerful and it feels liberating  🙂 

Have a lot to work with on the computer today so there is to do. I’ll even take it a bit quiet, also I feel. It is important to take my daily breaks when it is being worked from home.

Since I am a pet sitter now so it’s a little different now in my life against what I am used to. As soon as it becomes something different in my everyday life so it takes more energy, even though it is positive things.

Hope you all have a good Monday  🙂 
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Thank you all  so much  for reading my blog and listening to my music: 

Many Hugs From MinikeGirl 
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So I stopped to feel for several years

MinikeGirl

Yesterday I sat and wrote the music and there was 7 new songs so now I’m a little brain tired. Consequently, it must be lovely to my friend coming to visit in a little while. I will sit and write music tonight too for I can’t resist. It is my way to express myself on because I would otherwise have a hard time expressing my feelings. I have strong feelings about most things but I often find it difficult to express them. When I should express them in other ways than through my music, I am often blocked. It means that I have a lot to work with. I am focused on that all the time to keep maintaining the balance that makes my life work. It means that I don’t really allow myself to feel more than necessary. I am a person who can sit and go into a thousand pieces across the different emotions. I can be so happy that I break and I can be so emotional that I go under. Emotions are wonderful but they are also some of my biggest enemies. Through my music I’m myself on the spot and you shall know that I am terrified to unleash the person that can occur if don’t do it as I do. Call it sad or call it smart, but instead of that I’m stuck with myself so I let the music save me. That is what I understand and it is my language. I care a lot about other people and I want other people well. I have good advice and tips to others.

When it comes to me so I have to constantly curb myself. I’m very complicated but at the same time so simple. I am very strong but at the same time so fragile. Without one so I am not the other. I accept that I do not always understand myself and I accept that other people don’t always reach up to me. How can other people understand me if I don’t understand myself always? 
Despite the fact that I am who I am so I am happy. I do what I want to do in my life and I have the world’s finest son. I has taken me so far on my journey It feels absolutely amazing. I am loved by many people and it feels nice  🙂 You have no idea what has preceded in my brain regarding my thoughts and concerns. You have much insight into who I am at the same time, so much the more, as ye do not know about. But I’m always so honest in everything that I can be honest in. At work and among friends on social relationships. I am and always will be someone who is going to understand but I will always have it where you cannot reach and understand. I have many close to me who understand very much when it comes to me. Some of my closest friends view of me and tells me how I am which is amazing. I think different and I am different. Above all, it is my innermost room of feelings different than most people’s. It has been so damaged in many ways that there is a constant process for me to have them on a balanced level. I lived so long jaded and I was totally uncaring. It started with that I drowned in all my feelings. Feelings was annoying and they killed me. So I stopped to feel for several years. Different life events in my life have done that, I closed of my feelings or had a big lot of emotion. It has been either or all of the time and it will take on my forces. I have become a master at turn off and turn on my feelings when it is really needed and when it is about pure survival. Then it’s my instincts taking over completely. In everyday life I am less clear sometimes about what I think and feel. Many people feel that I show someone that I can’t explain, or, on the contrary, I explain something that 
can not display. 
What is most amazing is that many of you are out with me and it is I big grateful for. When you don’t really understand me so don’t forget that I may not understand myself and therefore I can not explain. Continue to listen to my music and read my blog. For every day that goes so we learn a little more about MinikeGirl  🙂 
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Many Hugs From MinikeGirl 
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Get a nice visit from a girl friend of mine tomorrow :)

Sitting and drinking my morning coffee and thinking of life as usual. Sometimes it can be a little hard to be intelligent and talented as I apparently have become and want to be but at the same time, it is wonderful to just be a little bit of my old self. At the same time as I take it one day at a time so I plan even 20 years ahead. I’m thinking of what songs I should start to immerse myself. If I’m going to clean up here at home a bit today. Get a nice visit from a girl friend of mine tomorrow so it feels really nice when it is a close friend to me.

I have now with the people who I want to be with on my journey through life, which feels wonderful but, above all, safe. It is the very reason why I feel so good as I do today. I do a lot now through my music and I know that it is a big part in that, I feel good. The songs I do now are songs that are very close to me but yet at the same time so far away. It is good to constantly mix up everything piece by piece.
I really need to get more folders to put my songs in and I buy any of these in different colors as you have seen. It is a must that every song should have its own folder hihihihi  😛 
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There is so much love in me that my soul has begun to spread it out

I constantly strive to understand myself because it always takes me forward in life in a good way. I am thinking about it most of the time and analyze how I am and how I feel. It gives me great insights into myself and I get answers to many of my concerns. Feel so much humility on this life. I have lived with so much hatred and anxiety through my life which is now replaced with so much love. It still feels unreal that I actually feel as good as I do today. I’m really touched and grateful as I do not thought that this would happen. It makes me want to stop time and always be as confident in myself as I am. My soul is now whole and very powerful. My soul is filled with love. Let me stop time so that I always feel this way. There is so much love in me that my soul has begun to spread it out, the more powerful. It feels magical and natural at the same time. I always want to be here and I will always be there in one way or another. This is the result of a soul that has been healed. My brain don’t really understand this process, and it goes much in the past life experience  and its instincts. So I am and will probably act and be a little ambivalent in much. It’s hard to control how much I want. I am a problem solver so you understand that I have full up with myself. There is a lesson to even be able to see beyond it, which could be a problem for it is how I handle it that makes if I feel good about it or not. Right now it is very good and I am enjoying every second of it  🙂 

I have upgraded myself now and is on a step higher up, which feels absolutely amazing. It is very interesting and therefore, I stop the time for that I can. For that I am worthy to feel this way and I want to feel this way. Among the finest that can be given to me is time never forget it. I don’t know really so I know I will in time. This is what I have learned and that is the way I’m thinking. Therefore do I stop the time. Exciting to come to different insights that I all the time do. It is magical to walk on my way. 

Today I have a real light scattering day, and the day of rest. It makes good for the soul. Nice Weekend all my lovely listeners and readers  🙂 

Take Care Of Each Other 

Many Hugs From MinikeGirl 

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My senses and my soul feel good

It feels great now when I received the order on so many of my songs. I can now start to put some focus on other songs that I have at the time. I have been in a Write- Bubble is now quite a while and now I’ve got a good structure in everything. As much as I want to do and it is so amazing.

The more songs I write the more I learn about myself. It gets me all the time to understand myself and my way of thinking. I get more and more insight into why I live in the structure that I built up. 
Today I work a lot with my music, so it’s soon time to sleep here  😛 . I want to be able to work tomorrow also at the same time that I also should take it easy tomorrow.
I am strong and know where I am on the road and it is a great feeling. 
My driving force is so strong now and my senses and my soul feel good.
 
Take Care Of Each Other 
Many Hugs From MinikeGirl 
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You are amazing all of you and I LOVE YOU SO MUCH :)

As it is raining now constant here in Sweden so I try to make the best of the day. It’s like I have all the tempest in my brain right now. It gets worse, the low power and sleep it do nothing so it is just a hassle. Will be so lovely when the weather stabilized again and the rain has fallen. I know that it will stay on for a while so it is just to accept the situation  🙂 

A day like this so I slow down my speed sharply and saves on the energy that I have. I am almost always a lot of things about the days and today so I will almost not have to do anything. It is useful to have these days and I feel fast a little prisoner in my own body right when you have the time but not the strength. The desire to do lot of things and that the strength is not enough. The brain can’t keep up. This sounds very sad, it is unfortunately, so many of us have it. I know it’s just temporary so I can deal with this in a healthy way.
I have very much work now with my blog in the future it will be so exciting. I like it when it happens stuff and is very excited regarding everything. New things means big a lot of work from my side as I begin to prepare for it. The time before Christmas is saved  😛 

I will have our hands full with new music and with my blog. A thousand thanks to all of you who read my blog and listen to my music. You are amazing all of you and I LOVE YOU SO MUCH : 

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Many Hugs From MinikeGirl 

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